damn it

Monday, April 16, 2012

terrible things always happen on me...
i felt pissed off enough about yesterday's proposal...
i thought everything would have ended after the two hours of class today...
i tried to forgive and forget...
i did not mentioned a single shit today...
though i still feel pissed off about it...
i did not put any harsh words on you...
though i really want you to know how rude you were behaving the night before...
but two consecutive bad things happened...
which make me feel like pouring them out...
at least i am able to write it here..><
I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN WHETHER YOU ARE READING THIS OR NOT

CASE NO1
if you choose me as your leader...
i think i have the right to tell you what to do...
not demand orders from you...

i took the most difficult part of the proposal to do already...
been struggling for nights to finish it up...
but yet you do not appreciate a single shit i did...
what do you mean i copied the whole articles on the literature review??!!
for god sake!!!!
i have already take out those important points from that are related to our case study...
and put them to paragraphs...
maybe they a little lengthy...
but that is not call copy!!!!
i put everything in my own words...
what can i do if i made almost the same sentences from the articles??!!
BUT YOU SAID I COPIED!!!
i even included those not-related-at-all points in it???!!!
mind your words please!!!!

and you said my literature review is very long...
and you offer yourself to amend it...
fine go ahead!!!!
what did i get in the end??!!
true that you have actually re-do the whole literature review...
and did not use mine as reference..-_-
i spent so many nights on this and in the end it got abandoned completely!!!!
i told you that some of the points from you sounds pointless...
coz you only include examples on it...
you did not put in any introductory or explanation or maybe a rough idea...
on what your example is about...
you cannot just jump to the example part without...
 telling your readers the main point that leads to your example...
if i were to directly give you an example in a conversion...
you would not get it also right..??!!
this is why your version of literature review becomes to short..-_-

i asked you to include back...
 the introductory into it before writing the example...
at least a short one...
coz it is really pointless to just include example in it...
i can barely understand...
though i have actually went through the article myself...
or maybe you can just delete the whole thing...
not needing to put that point in at all...
two choices from you to choose from...
see..i even let you to decide...
i am the one who supposed to decide on all these stuffs...
but since i allowed you to amend...
i respect you...
i asked instead of me doing the decision myself...

and what did i get from you in the end??
YOU ACCUSED ME THAT I WANT THAT POINT TO BE INCLUDED NO MATTER WHAT...
when the hell did i said that statement to you???!!!
i gave you the permission to change the whole thing already...
which means you are free to put in any points you think are relevant...
and yet you said i demand for that point to be included...
SINCE WHEN??!!
I SWEAR I NEVER ASK FOR THAT POINT OK!!!
i wrote it because i think it is related to our study...
but if you think it is not...
then you can just exclude it from your version...
i did not force you to must put it in!!!!
WTF!!!
i may be very patient to you...
but this time this is really off limit!!!
just because you are older than me...
it does not means that you are always the right one...
i respect you as a team member...
that is why i always ask for your opinion before proceeding with the final decision...
BUT THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN JUST SIMPLY ACCUSE ME...
FOR SOMETHING I DID NOT SAY!!!!

i did not voice out my dissatisfaction to you not because i am afraid...
i just do not want further arguments...
i do not want to spoil our friendship...

CASE NO2
i might not be the one who is very excel in studies...
but that is not the reason for you to simply kick me here and there like a ball...
it is not your choice to choose who to be in your group...
it is the members' right to choose!!!
if you have actually pay attention on what the lecturer said...
STUDENTS PLEASE CHOOSE YOUR GROUP LEADERS...
yes she said that!!!!
just because you get to be leader...
does not means you can choose whoever you want...
yes the choices are limited...
the number of students in our section is small...
and you and weitheng are the only chinese leaders in the section...
i am sure many of us from our gang want to be in your group more that in weitheng's one...
yes i predicted this the moment lecturer gave that statement to us...
honestly i was actually one of them who want to be in your group...
but i take back my words after you said such thing to me...

you grabbed siewli and yo and andy into your group...
coz they are the pros ones in our gang...
you want them to be in your group...
coz you think you can rely on them to do assignments and tutorials for you...
you want to be in the safe zone...
you took them...
YOU ARE THE SELFISH ONE I AM TELLING YOU!!!
you took all the pros ones away...
and left with weitheng..cheekang..and me...
and i swear i will never forget what you have said this evening...
I JUST WANT THE HARDWORKING AND PRO ONES IN MY GROUP...
yes i am not the hardworking one...
not the pro one either...
but i do not falls under the real low class category ok??!!
you stunted when you saw me staring at you...
no point for you to tell me that you did not mean that...
that sentence that just came out from you...
simply judge the three of us...
that we are not the good ones in your eyes...

please bear in mind that nobody in this world is perfect...
you took them coz you want to feel secure in your courseworks...
which also simply reflects that...
YOU ARE NOT THAT GOOD EITHER...
YOU ARE RELYING ON OTHERS TO GET POINTS FOR YOURSELF...
YOU ARE TAKING PEOPLE FOR GRANTED...

please look at yourself before starting judging on others...

people take me for granted...
just coz i am the tiniest one...
and the most silent one...
BUT I AM NOT THE DUMB ASS OK!!!

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