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the stress when staying in other people's place

Saturday, July 05, 2014

i know this day will come but never expect it to happen so soon...

it has been exactly a week moving to KL and staying with PoPo...
who might have thought that staying with a close relative would also have such pressure...
well not many people i would say but it does happen on me...
it is pretty heart breaking to know that your presence in this house is such a trouble to your relative...
it feels like as though your relative is being forced to allow you to stay...

i have never want to stay here from the very beginning...
after all the experience i have been through for the last six months...
i tell myself that i wanted to move out once i get a permanent job...
but because i have been jobless for too many months that i am running low in financial...
which is why i ended up staying temporarily with PoPo...
i thought that i will want to move right after i get my first salary....
but now..i am desperately dying to want to move out..><

'extra one people means extra one bowl'...
*in cantonese*
who would have expect a close relative of yours to say such a thing in front of you?!
whether she means it or not...
it hurts me so much that i went speechless...

i do not know what to do now...
all i know is I WANT TO MOVE!!! IMMEDIATELY!!!

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